That gain or loss in consciousness

of ka s’he on\/na esse a’s uc\/cu be in of from 4 ma th ‘at that that I am is a’s isa sa\/as too being of such a’s that that I am concerned and a nun da worrying wa or ring about all that I am seeing beyond my admiring a’s too that ad-em ring that eventuallity eve en\/ne ta u al le ta da esse a’s too beyond being y ayin n’da da   da ng    ng     ng      nga ga ga too the go go go’ng too the grave a’s one da ring’ng ng ng about that black hole in the ground & is it wholly that?

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