reading this by staring in word w/intent to apprehend meaning/purpose per pose of that stare?

Y(instrumental case of) what, for what cause, purpose, or reason you mean to have in mind reading this by(being y) staring out(x) now k’now’ing in word w/intent asz too(two) appearing/a pairing in(being be”am’ing) memory(me or you) merely(mirror’ly) by(bi-nary) intentionally disregarding apprehending meaning w/purpose of ignoring being per pose of that stare?  Why, for what cause, purpose, or reason?